…a drug addict slowly loses his mind (or comes to see reality through a terrifyingly clear substance-induced vision) and proceeds to construct a machine that will allow him to literally consume his own flesh and body in whole…a snake eating its own tail; the clarity and purification of erasing one’s very existence–mentally, physically, and metaphysically–from the world of things and bones and flesh and objects…to leave no trace behind of something being…a human being…or having been. So easy, in reality, to leave things behind, to ‘make a mark’. The purity instead of leaving nothing behind and to be free of the desire to leave anything behind…to be free of ‘mark-making’. To want not. .